Hello GOGEOUS!
Well well well.... I'VE BEEN THROUGH ALOT IN THIS PAST WEEK WOULDN'T YOU SAY!?!?
THAT MUCH I WOULD SAY.
Yes, yes I would.
Turns out:
I am single/kinda.
Two guys? Three?
I like? Maybe. WHEW too many to be hoenst with you.
I'm just curious as to what's gonna happen.
1: Hurt
2: Hurt
3: Never really hurt....
Interesting isn't it?
This could all be taken in a very odd manner BUT IT IS NOT TO BE I CAN GURANTTEE YOU!
I've come to a few conclusions in the past few months.
One: Don't ever party to hard with a guy your semi-attracted to. You'll wake up feeling like you should've listened to your mom afterall.
Two: Don't ever party with two guys your semi-attracted to. You'll wake up feeling like you should've listened to your dad when he said , "Men are all after the same thing honey." (Ps: My dad never did say Honey so I'll eradicate that part for myself)
Three: Don't miss too many days in school or you'll not want to go to school.
Four: Smoking does momentarily alleviate stress but in the end it still causes cancer.
Five: Dogs shit and piss every where so before you get one, make sure you didn't put down new carpet otherwise you might want to wait a few years before indulging on puppy love.
Six: Males don't clean up and he who says he does, is he himself a LIAR!
Seven: Men will eat anything as long as it's fast, easy, and cheap. Sounds like a ho doesn't it? Yep, well all they ever digest is hoes.
Eight: Any man that is drunk and says, "Hold my keys for me so I don't go driving," is only saying that as an excuse to stalk you later and try to persuade you to the other side. I wasn't persuaded but I would suggest not taking the keys to avoid future dillemmas.
Nine: When your roomate says, "ONE MORE SHOT." and you can't understand him because your talking too much but you drink the shot anyways, just listen to the internal voice screaming, "PLEASE DON'T. OR YOU'LL PUKE." because after that last shot, the puking never stops. If that makes ANY sense at all.
TEN: When your best friend gets drunk, DON'T (and I repeat don't,) take her cell phone or her parents may wonder why she's not picking up the phone and may decide to go see for themselves resulting in a three month grounded phase and a disownment of best friend. (Fortunately, the last part did not happen in my case)
Well that's all I got for today. I gotta figure out what to do tonight with these ten key pointers in mine.
STAY SHARP!
Auggy
- Mood:
optimistic - Music:none haha
I looked at him, my breathing probably stopped. It was a blank gaze in return, and in return I flipped it back. It was a mistake, I could hear. I glanced away, surely this was wrong. It had to be, but it wasn't. My fingers twitched at my sides. Still satisfied? I asked my soul. Yes! It replied hastily. It wouldn't even give me a chance. I had no chance. I've never had a chance.
Fine, I swallowed. If this was how it was meant to be, then so be it. Let it be this way. Let the jokes fly, and emptiness to follow.
I can handle that, for that little bit of an answer.
The answer was worth it all,
anything was worth the answer.
Tomorrow will bring light.
But don't think, I thought as my mouth spoke words I barely heard, that this would be the end of it. No, I"m going to get to the end of this. I"m going to find what else is underneath that cover, and I will reveal it. Because the light that I had seen, was a gorgeous expectation to what I had dreamed. Oh yes, things will be weirder than ever before. But that's okay. Life is a gorgeous tide of okay.
- Sunshine
- Mood:
nostalgic
Right now the deepness of my conviction is focused on a sore that won't completely heal.
I won't allow it to heal because I can't. How is one supposed to heal a cut that has been there
for thousands of years? How does one refuse what it never refused before, on subtle lines.
Subtle lines that take my pain and puts it into morphine, drugging me up for another dose
of submitting. I submit into my fears. I submit, I SUBMIT. I am an ever lasting apocalypse
of submission. He will never know. I will die without ever knowing. I don't know if that's acceptable.
I just don't know. If I could talk to someone higher up than me, God perhaps. Or even an Angel,
what would they tell me to do? How would they consult me? I would just like an answer. AM I crazy? THE ANSWER TO THAT at least would be greatly appreciated. HIGHLY appreciated actually.
I sat on top of a cliffe, looking over at the world, understanding our existence. The pure existence of humans, we belong to the planet as much as it belongs to us. And though we abuse the relationship, the balance will forever be equal. We will get what's coming to us for abusing it, but it won't be the world's fault. It'll be our own.
In the essence of that, if I'm going to have a short life, I believe I deserve the righ to know. PLEASE. por favor. Danke?
Guten nacht, ich gehe esse jetzt.
"They say the devil's water, it ain't so sweet. You don't have to drink right now. But you can dip your feet, every one and a little while."
Good day world.
It is 6:58 in the morning.
Right before school,
and I currently starving.
I have the weirdest, almost hidden intuition, that my life is about to change.
I don't know if it'll be a good thing or not,
but we shall see.
ANYWHO, I"m off to the kitchen and then to my car, and then to school.
You only have one life to live, so why not make the best of it?
Augusta
- Gold
What is the nicest thing you've ever done for a stranger? What is the nicest thing a stranger has ever done for you?
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The nicest thing I've probably done for a stranger is give them thirty bucks. And it was because he had ran out of gas and I'm pretty sure he basically jipped thirty bucks off of me haha but that's okay because I helped another guy out who was legitimately poor. And that raised my opinion on helping strangers somewhat. I believe either A: I generally nice or B: the biggest pushover the world has ever seen when it comes to that. I'm hoping it's A.
Sincerely,
gold.
Why did you stop writing or singing or dancing or talking to your friends?
:)
I've studied my butt off in German today.
Basically ran my four miles at cross country.
I've been to two coffee shops, spend about two hours at each.
Had a kick ass brownie.
Did homework the day it was due and turned in late, AND got full credit.
MORE: just.... just a good night :)
The only thing that slightly reeks is my legs feel like their numb. Probably due to the fact that THEY ARE numb. Haha.... remind myself to put an ace bandage on my left ankle.
Daily Advice:
Today was a different day than most days. But then again everyday has something new to bring. Today, though, brought an unexpected joy. The joy of finding peace by being alone. I have the most amazing friends. Friends who are smart, friends who are absolutely hilarious, and friends I'm sometimes not even sure if I WANT to be friends with but my love for them keeps me going.... love. You love your real friends and they'll never really leave you. SO DAILY ADVICE: Not only give yourself space, but never let space get to you. Never become a complete loner as being a loner can get old real fast and not only that, whenever your ready to not be alone, it's hard to find company. So never let those true friends escape from your path ;) LOVE IS LOVE. and it will forever stay.
THANKS -
thats all for today,
I love my friends :)
Llano pants,
Joshua pants,
Sam pants,
Aaron pants,
Lindsay pants.
ETC. I hope you all have at least one of those :)
- Augs out.
- Location:United States, South Carolina, Greenville
- Mood: touched
- Music:Danke - Sido
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I would be buying a Zune touch, an ipad, and a robot. :)
Today is party day. I do whatever I want and have as much fun as possible.
I believe every human being should have one of these every now and then.
SO LAST NIGHT, I went to IHOP. With a bunch of my ridicuously crazy friends, and none of them ordered anything.
HAHAHA Talk about one mad waitress who had already handed all of us waters.
Absolutely hilarious.
Well world - there's not much for me to say today.
I am extremely happy.
Despite my joints wanting to fall off and die.
Future signs of arthritis I am quite sure. (thanks to my GMA)
Futre piano playing? not Likely.
HAVE A GREAT DAY.
This is Augusta.
And I'm out.
wish me luck ;)
- gold.
- Mood:
curious
How have you fine ladies and gents been?
:) Good.
I'm about to let my fine creative juices flow on a peice of canvas.
Let it flow, let it drip, let it escavate my mind.
I LOVE IT.
Today - as I may have mentioned but probably didn't even though I thought I did - was the first day of school. It went well. :)
In fact - it went great. TOO BAD Kali, my dear friend, wasn't there because she decided that since her classes weren't in session today when it comes to college, she would not attend. :( BUT it shall be an interesting day tommorow with her. HAHA Kali, you are going to flip.
I HAD A fun day with Josh. And all the rest of my bestttter friends. Me and Chloe sat and talked and she ALMOST came to Starbucks with us but someone (cough haden cough) didn't want to. WOW THIS IS TOTALLY SOUNDING LIKE A JOUNRAL ENTRY.
Omg. Am I actually using this website for what it was intended for?! I guess so.
surprise, surprise.
I think I love the boy. Not in the 'LOVE LOVE TE AMO MUCHO' sort of way. More like 'I'm fond of you.' And between the whole Alex and Justin thing, I never thought that'd happen. Hmm.... guess some friendships, and more, die hard. GOOD THING. Because there's something weird with someone when they say every word that comes out of your own mouth and want to study the same things, and know the same things.... just a slight bit odd. In fact, it's getting a little bit harder to dismiss by the minute. But I'm going to take it slow.
This CHAMP doesn't want to be in a full blown relationship any ANY time soon. Though somewhere down the road, most definitely. BECAUSE HEY THATS what lifes for. And I won't deny myself life. No way. Enjoy it, while you still can.
OKAY going to express my creativity side.
Love you :)
Sunshine.
- Mood:creative
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